Track Title: Dear Sarah

Artist: Sullivan Ballou

Album: The Civil War

 The indications are very strong that we shall move in a few days—perhaps tomorrow and lest I should not be able to write you again, I feel impelled to write a few lines that may fall under your eye when I am no more …

I have no misgivings about, or lack of confidence in the cause in which I am engaged, and my courage does not halt or falter. I know how American Civilization now leans upon the triumph of the Government and how great a debt we owe to those who went before us through the blood and sufferings of the Revolution and I am willing—perfectly willing—to lay down all my joys in this life, to help maintain this Government, and to pay that debt 

Sarah, my love for you is deathless, it seems to bind me with mighty cables that nothing but omnipotence could break; and yet my love of Country comes over me like a strong wind and bears me irresistibly with all those chains to the battle field.

The memory of all the blissful moments I have enjoyed with you come crowding over me, and I feel most deeply grateful to God and you that I have enjoyed them for so long, and how hard it is for me to give them up and burn to ashes the hopes of future years, when, God willing, we might still have lived and loved together and see our boys grow up to honorable manhood, around us. If I do not return my dear Sarah, never forget how much I loved you, nor that when that my last breath escapes me on the battle field, it will whisper your name. Forgive my many faults and the many pains I have caused you. How thoughtless, how foolish I have sometimes been.

But, O Sarah! If the dead can come back to this earth and flit unseen around those they loved, I shall always be with you; in the brightest days and the darkest night … always, always, and when the soft breeze fans your cheek, it shall be my breath, or the cool air, your throbbing temple, it shall be my spirit passing by. Sarah, do not mourn me dead; think I am gone and wait for me, for we shall meet again …

Sullivan Ballou was killed a week later at the first Battle of Bull Run, July 21, 1861

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